Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
It’s three am and i’m staring at the sky. No wonder my heart accelerates and almost stops, its trying to catch up with my thoughts. I used to wish to sleep forever. End the chaos. But when faced with feeling like i was almost there, almost at the edge with no room to turn around, i found myself terrified and begging for a little more time. Time to do all things i haven’t,...
Its funny how things change.
Once upon a time. I believed you. And i believed you too. The utmost importance in my life. Lies. The older i get, the more i overcome, the wider my perspective gets. I hate and love it at the same time. I don’t want to let go of the past. But selfishness from those who i would give myself to, breaks my heart. I would never be the people you both are being right now. I...
Crimson via water.
I dont even care. Not half a second of thought. Depth, maybe too much. Carefree. Ive never wanted to stop the mayhem more then now.
And at the end of the day,
The person that you expect to be there for you, wont be. Never will be, unless its convenient. You make me so fucking angry. Im done giving away my energy. Seriously. Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Seriously. Empty my head. Empty my heart. Let me sleep for a year or so. I need to forget it all. Forget the feelings. Come on, Kristen.
Can I just never leave my bathtub?
Ya ok. Bubbles, Candles, and Rum and diet for the rest of my life. Sure, Why not.
Where did everyone go wrong?
Thinking about what you use to be. Who you used to be. Honestly fills my heart with this strange sort of sadness. Do you ever wish that you could turn back the clock for certain people? It’s so sad to see those who meant so much, end up as only a shell of themselves. I miss you both.
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